Album 01 · 13 tracks
Maybe We're Just Built This Way
A 13-track original pop, R&B and rap-pop record about mixed signals, private loyalty, nights that loop back, and learning when to stop reaching.
All 13 beats are individually arranged with the project’s non-AI audio workflow.
Different With The Group
CleanReflective rap-pop / quiet confidence
Instruments: Recorded Rhodes and electric piano, finger bass, woodblock-and-tick pocket, low choir sample
Arrangement: Recorded-sample arrangement for dense conversational rap: dry Rhodes, finger bass and a woodblock/tick pocket give the verses room; a choir sample enters only at the hook.
Content: No profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Verse 1] I started noticing it, honestly Didn't think much of it at first Then somebody told me what was being said And a lot of little things started making sense Heard it from somebody that I barely even know Said my name came up, I just let the whole thing go Didn't ask for every detail, didn't need the names But seeing you after that, something didn't feel the same You used to joke with me, now it's “yeah” and “okay” Even when you say you're good, it sounds a different way I could ask what's up, but what's that really gonna do? If something changed between us, I'd rather hear it from you [Verse 2] I started doing better, that's when I noticed the change Same people around me, but it don't feel the same They'll look at what I'm doing, never say nothing good I can't tell if it's jealousy or if they just misunderstood I'm not looking down on you, that's not where I'm at I just don't get why things got weird after all that If you were doing better, I'd be happy for you That's why this whole thing's been hard to make sense of [Chorus] Heard a couple stories, then I started catching it too You'd be cool when we're alone, then different with the group You still say what's up, but you don't stay and talk And now I notice how quick you look away when I walk I don't bring it up anymore, there's really no point If you wanna stay back, I'm not gonna force a choice I still got love for you, I just won't chase the past If we don't talk like before, I can live with that [Verse 3] Old friends still watching everything that I do Never say “I'm proud,” but somehow they always knew Every little update somehow gets back around Guess it's easy to talk when I'm not in the room I used to send you stuff without thinking twice Now I type it out, look at it, then leave it behind Don't wanna hear what I said from somebody I don't know So now if it's about me, I just keep it low Sometimes I replay stuff, wondering if I said something But I can't think of one thing that explains all this Maybe it's just weird seeing somebody you know move ahead I don't know, I'm just saying what I've seen instead [Bridge] I don't wanna confront you just to make things worse And I don't wanna post about it or put it in a verse Well, I guess I am now, but you know what I mean I'd rather keep my distance than make another scene I miss how it was, I can't even lie Before I had to wonder what was said when I left their side But I can't make people feel the way I want them to And I'm not gonna keep reaching out when it's always one-sided [Final Chorus] If you don't mess with me now, I'm not gonna make you If something's bothering you, you know where to find me too I'm just tired of guessing what every little look means I'm just gonna keep doing me and leave you behind Heard a couple stories, then I started catching it too You'd be cool when we're alone, then different with the group I still got love for you, I just won't chase the past If we don't talk like before, I can live with that
Private Number
CleanMinimal late-night R&B / close-up tension
Instruments: Recorded electric piano, deep sub bass, isolated finger snap, dry rim and damped cymbal
Arrangement: A low-light arrangement with isolated snap-led backbeats and an intentionally late vocal pocket; a single damped-cymbal transition marks the bridge without crowding the final hook.
Content: No profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Verse 1] You know I don't answer every call Funny yours get through I could leave it sitting there But I like hearing from you Don't ask me where I've been You don't wanna know I don't ask you what you did When I wasn't around You like me better when I'm honest I like you better when you don't We both know there's something wrong Still neither one says no I can tell when you get jealous You don't hide it very well Don't worry I like knowing you care [Pre-Chorus] You don't need to trust me You just need to stay I don't need forever I just need tonight [Chorus] Don't call my phone Unless you're coming over Don't tell me you miss me If you're gonna disappear You know what this is I know what this isn't So don't make it pretty Just stay right here Don't call my phone Unless you're coming over [Verse 2] I know I'm not the one You tell your friends about That's probably for the best Keep the good parts to yourself You say I make you nervous I said, “Good” You laughed I could tell you liked it I don't make many promises That's one I can keep If I tell you I'm leaving Don't believe me You got too comfortable I should've seen it coming Now you know where I disappear to And who I disappear with [Bridge] Maybe I like being wanted More than I like being yours Maybe you like being needed More than you like me We don't have to solve it We don't have to call it love You can stay until you don't I'll do the same [Final Chorus] Don't call my phone Unless you're coming over Don't tell me you miss me If you're gonna disappear You know what this is I know what this isn't So don't make it pretty Just stay right here Don't call my phone Unless you're coming over [Outro] You got my number You know what to do
Run It Back
CleanWarm pop-R&B / first-night lift
Instruments: Recorded electric piano, grounded sub bass, tight clap, dry hats and a single snare transition
Arrangement: Built from a grown dance-pop/R&B pocket: clipped electric-piano stabs in the verse, a grounded low-end lift in the chorus, and no busy tambourine loop in the bridge.
Content: No profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Verse 1] You walked in with your friends I was looking at you instead Tried to play it cool You could tell I wasn't You said, "What's your name?" I said, "You know it" You laughed and looked away Like you didn't wanna show it Now we moving through the room And I don't wanna lose you Everybody dancing But I'm only watching you You got me thinking I should probably make a move You said, "Maybe" I said, "Cool" [Pre-Chorus] We don't gotta talk about it Let the music do the talking If you wanna stay Then stay If you wanna leave I'll walk you [Chorus] Run it back Play that one again I wasn't ready When you pulled me in Run it back Let me see that smile You got me forgetting What I was doing for a while Run it back Don't worry 'bout the time I got nowhere to be If you're right here by my side Run it back Yeah One more time [Verse 2] You keep saying you're tired But you keep moving You say you're leaving Then you find another song I know what you're doing You got that look Like you're waiting on me I got that feeling Like you already know me I don't need your number You can put it in my phone You don't need to tell me You don't wanna go home We can take the long way We can miss a couple turns You keep laughing at me Like you know what I'm worth [Pre-Chorus] We don't gotta talk about it Let the music do the talking If you wanna stay Then stay If you wanna leave I'll walk you [Final Chorus] Run it back Play that one again I wasn't ready When you pulled me in Run it back Let me see that smile You got me forgetting What I was doing for a while Run it back Don't worry 'bout the time I got nowhere to be If you're right here by my side Run it back Yeah One more time [Bridge] You and me No plans Your hand In my hand One song Two songs I don't know What we're doing But I know I don't wanna stop
Still Pick Up
CleanWarm contemporary R&B / chosen attention
Instruments: Recorded organ stabs, slap bass, rim clicks, strings, bell replies and tom accents
Arrangement: A rim-led R&B arrangement built around vocal gaps: organ stabs stay out of the verses while strings and bell replies open the hook.
Content: No profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Verse 1] I don't answer everybody You already know that Phone on DND Still see your name, I call back I been getting used to people Wanting something when they reach me You don't ask for nothing That's exactly why you get me I been moving through the city Like I got somewhere to be Truth is, half the time I'm just trying not to think I got people in my section I don't know them by their name You walk in And somehow Everything just feels the same I don't know how you do it [Hook] I still pick up When you call Even when I'm busy Even when I'm gone I still pick up That's the difference Everybody wants a piece You just want my attention I still pick up [Verse 2] I don't like when you get quiet Makes me wonder what you're thinking You say, "Nothing" That's the answer I don't like I could buy you something nice But you'd probably make fun of it So I keep it simple You know me better than that I got used to being wanted For the things that I could give You make me feel like You'd still want me if I had nothing That's a dangerous thing I don't say that out loud [Hook] I still pick up When you call Even when I'm busy Even when I'm gone I still pick up That's the difference Everybody wants a piece You just want my attention I still pick up [Bridge] I don't know where this goes I don't need to know As long as when you call I still know the number [Outro] Yeah I still pick up
Bad For Me
CleanPlayful dark R&B / teasing honesty
Instruments: Recorded dark pad, glide sub, soft synth lead, muted nylon texture and woodblock replies
Arrangement: A darker and more sarcastic lane: stop-start kicks, wooden replies and an intentionally minimal low-end figure preserve the teasing flow.
Content: Suggestive relationship language, but no profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Intro] Yeah Uh I know [Verse 1] You keep saying I'm bad for you Still sitting next to me I don't even gotta ask You made your mind up already I like when you get quiet That's when you tell the truth You don't say what you mean But I know what you do I ain't here to fix nothing I barely fix my own You can call it whatever Just don't call it love She said, “Why you like this?” I said, “Like what?” She rolled her eyes I started laughing [Hook] You know I got a thing for you Don't make me say it You know I got a thing for you Don't make me say it I could leave You could leave We both know we won't You know I got a thing for you That's all I'm saying [Verse 2] I don't like when you get jealous It's kinda cute though Don't tell nobody I said that You already know You want me to be honest Then get mad when I am You ask me if I miss you I said, “Yeah, sometimes” You got quiet again There you go Now I'm the bad guy Probably I could make this easy But where's the fun in that? [Hook] You know I got a thing for you Don't make me say it You know I got a thing for you Don't make me say it I could leave You could leave We both know we won't You know I got a thing for you That's all I'm saying [Outro] Yeah That's all I'm saying Don't look at me like that
Bad Habit
CleanMoody midtempo pop / repeating pull
Instruments: Recorded supersaw bank, saw bass, gated snare, steel-string counterline and glass texture
Arrangement: A cold, compulsive pop frame with a gated recorded kit, a saw-bass drive and a narrow-to-wide chorus change; it shares no acoustic guitar part with the surrounding tracks.
Content: No profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Verse 1] I said I wouldn't come Then I changed my mind You don't even look surprised You knew I'd show up You got that thing about you I don't know what it is I can be having a good day Then I see you and that's it I don't wanna talk about Who was right or wrong You get close to me And suddenly I don't care I know how this goes I've done it before I tell myself I'm finished Then I'm back at your door [Pre-Chorus] You don't have to ask me I know what you're thinking I can read your face Before you say anything I should probably leave But you know I won't That's the part about you I can't seem to let go [Chorus] You're a bad habit I keep going back to I know better Still I come running You're a bad habit I don't even fight it If I'm being honest I don't wanna stop it [Verse 2] You say I'm hard to read Maybe that's on purpose I don't like giving somebody Everything they want You get mad Then you get close Then we're right back here Like nothing happened I don't know what you call it I don't wanna call it anything Every time I put a name on it It starts feeling different So leave it alone Let it be what it is You don't have to promise me You just gotta stay a little [Bridge] Maybe I'm selfish Maybe you are too Maybe that's the reason I keep coming back to you I could make this easy I just don't want to There's something about the mess That keeps me close to you [Chorus] You're a bad habit I keep going back to I know better Still I come running You're a bad habit I don't even fight it If I'm being honest I don't wanna stop it [Outro] I said I wouldn't come Then I changed my mind You don't even look surprised You knew I'd show up
For Real
ExplicitDirect rap-R&B / boundaries with a grin
Instruments: Recorded dry electric piano, deep sampled synth sub, brass punctuation, woodblock halftime kit and dry keys
Arrangement: Individually built as a dense rap pocket: woodblock on the halftime anchor, sampled brass punctuation in the hook, and no melodic layer competing with the consonants.
Content: Contains the profanity “shit” in Verse 1.
Lyrics
[Intro] Yeah Yeah, yeah Uh [Verse 1] She know I ain't perfect, still call my phone I told her I'm busy, she know that's wrong I like when she mad, she look better that way Don't tell her I said that, she'll ruin my day I been on go, I ain't stopping for shit Walk in the room, everybody get still I don't need much, just a little bit of space And somebody I like with a little bit of taste I can't do fake, I can tell when it's there You don't gotta talk, I can feel when you care She said, “Why you so quiet?” I said, “I'm not” She looked at me twice Then she smiled [Hook] For real Tell me what you want For real Don't tell me what I want If you're coming, come If you're leaving, go I ain't got the energy To put on a show For real Yeah For real [Verse 2] I don't wanna text all day Come see me That's better We can sit somewhere You can tell me what's on your mind I like your attitude Don't change it Even when you get on mine She said, “You think you're funny” I said, “I know” She rolled her eyes I said, “There she go” I don't know what you call this I don't really care Long as when I look over You still there [Hook] For real Tell me what you want For real Don't tell me what I want If you're coming, come If you're leaving, go I ain't got the energy To put on a show For real Yeah For real [Outro] Mm Yeah You know
Don't Lie To Me
CleanDark pop-R&B / conflicted pull
Instruments: Recorded string swell, pulse lead, offbeat sub, snap-before-clap kit and glass texture
Arrangement: The album's central push-pull arrangement: a pre-clap snap creates friction against the lyric, while the strings only widen at the hook and bridge.
Content: Adult relationship subject matter, but no profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Verse 1] You tell me that you're happy But you still call when he's gone You say you're only checking Then we talk until the morning comes I know you keep your distance I know you're trying to be good But every time you're near me You forget what you said you would [Pre-Chorus] You don't have to say it I can see it in your face You don't have to blame it On the things you can't explain [Chorus] If you really love him Why you standing at my door? Why you keep on coming back Like you've done this all before? If you really want him You should let me disappear But you know the second I walk out You're gonna want me here You can lie to him You can lie to yourself But don't lie to me You know me too well [Verse 2] He probably thinks he knows you Probably thinks you're all his But there's a side you only show me And I know exactly what it is You say that this is reckless Say we gotta let it die Then you pull me closer Like you're scared to say goodbye [Pre-Chorus] You don't have to say it I can see it in your face You don't have to blame it On the things you can't explain [Chorus] If you really love him Why you standing at my door? Why you keep on coming back Like you've done this all before? If you really want him You should let me disappear But you know the second I walk out You're gonna want me here You can lie to him You can lie to yourself But don't lie to me You know me too well [Bridge] Maybe I'm the one you call When everything gets quiet Maybe I'm the one you need When you don't wanna fight it I don't need forever I don't need you to choose But every time you leave me You come back with something to lose [Final Chorus] If you really love him Why you looking at me like that? Why you keep my number saved If you know you're going back? If you really want him Then don't turn around again 'Cause every time you say it's over We both know how this ends You can lie to him You can lie to yourself But don't lie to me You know me too well [Outro] You know me too well You know me too well So don't say you don't When you know you won't
Maybe We're Just Built This Way
CleanDriving pop / the loop becomes the hook
Instruments: Recorded organ stabs, deep sub, dry rim kit and restrained tom accents
Arrangement: The circular arrangement uses organ stabs, a tom-led tension pattern and a deliberately empty beat before the woodblock hit so the repeated title line stays exposed.
Content: No profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Verse 1] We go quiet, then we talk Say we're better off apart Give it time, let it go Then we're right back at the start You pull away, I do the same Like we're scared to make a change We both know where this is going Still we never walk away [Pre-Chorus] Maybe we don't need a reason Maybe we're just stuck between us Every time I think it's over Something brings me closer [Chorus] We keep going round and round Never knowing where we're bound Say we're done, then turn around Like we can't leave it alone We keep making the same mistakes Trying more than we can take Maybe some things never change Maybe we're just built this way [Verse 2] We don't say what's on our minds Let it sit there all the time Then we wonder why it hurts When we're running out of tries I can feel you letting go You can feel me doing so But somehow when we're almost gone Neither one of us lets go [Pre-Chorus] Maybe we don't need a reason Maybe we're just stuck between us Every time I think it's over Something brings me closer [Chorus] We keep going round and round Never knowing where we're bound Say we're done, then turn around Like we can't leave it alone We keep making the same mistakes Trying more than we can take Maybe some things never change Maybe we're just built this way [Bridge] If we leave, we'll miss each other If we stay, we'll hurt each other Maybe that's the hardest part Knowing when to let it fall apart [Final Chorus] We keep going round and round Somehow we keep finding our way back around Say we're done, then turn around Like we can't leave it alone We keep making the same mistakes Holding on to what we can't save Maybe some things never change Maybe we're just built this way [Outro] Round and round Back again We know how this story ends Still we do it anyway Maybe we're just built this way
For A Minute
CleanSparse introspective rap-pop / self-protection
Instruments: Recorded muted electric piano, held synth sub, sparse dry rim kit and distant damped cymbal
Arrangement: A deliberately sparse, guarded arrangement: held sub and muted electric piano remain below the words, with dry rim hits only on selected bars and no choir, vocal pad or continuous answer layer.
Content: No profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Intro] Yeah Uh Hold on Yeah [Verse 1] I been on one for a minute Don't ask me where I'm headed I got too much on my mind But somehow nothing to tell 'em I say “yeah” when I mean no Say “I'm good” when I don't know Everybody want an answer I ain't got one, let it go I don't wanna make it serious Why you making it serious? We can leave it where it started We don't gotta give it meaning I been moving how I feel I been keeping it concealed If I tell you what I'm thinking Then it's probably way too real [Hook] For a minute I was feeling like myself Then I wasn't Now I'm somewhere else Don't get in it I don't need nobody else If I want it I'ma get it for myself [Verse 2] I don't wanna hear “you should” I don't wanna hear “you could” I already know I can I just haven't felt like I should Maybe I'm too in my head Maybe I'm just being me Either way, don't make it bigger Than it really gotta be I don't need a whole explanation I don't need congratulations If it's real, then let it breathe If it isn't, separation I been trying not to force it I been letting things unfold Everybody wanna know me I don't even know me whole [Hook] For a minute I was feeling like myself Then I wasn't Now I'm somewhere else Don't get in it I don't need nobody else If I want it I'ma get it for myself [Outro] Yeah That's all Don't make it more than that Uh
September
Lead singleCleanDark late-night R&B / private memory
Instruments: Recorded electric piano, deep sub, dry rim-led kit, low cello, dark strings and damped cymbal
Arrangement: A mature late-night lead-single mix: slow electric-piano statements, deep sub, a dry rim pocket and low cello leave intentional darkness around the vocal. No bells, shaker loop or bright acoustic lift.
Content: No profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Verse 1] I like the way you look at me Like you already know I could be talking about anything You make me lose the thought You don't ask for much That's probably why I give you more I remember what you say Even when you don't remember saying it You told me what you wanted once I kept that with me Didn't tell you I wanted it to be a surprise [Pre-Chorus] I don't wanna make this sound bigger Than it is I just like you That's the truth [Chorus] And I think about you More than I should I see something you might like And I think you would I hear a song And wonder if you've heard it too That's what it's like When I start getting used to you September I know you'll remember But I will too [Verse 2] You make me laugh When I don't feel like laughing That's rare You get quiet When something's bothering you I notice You don't have to tell me I can tell I like being the person You don't have to explain yourself to And if I'm being honest I like when you need me Not too much Just enough [Pre-Chorus] I don't wanna make this sound bigger Than it is I just like you That's the truth [Chorus] And I think about you More than I should I see something you might like And I think you would I hear a song And wonder if you've heard it too That's what it's like When I start getting used to you September I know you'll remember But I will too [Bridge] Twenty-eight on the calendar But I'd rather keep the number to myself You don't need to know Why I smile when I see it You'll know [Final Chorus] And I think about you More than I should I see something you might like And I think you would I hear a song And wonder if you've heard it too That's what it's like When I start getting used to you September I know you'll remember But I will too
You Had Me When I Wanted You
CleanPiano-led closing stretch / clear-eyed distance
Instruments: Recorded felt piano, upright bass, low strings, minimal kick and damped cymbal
Arrangement: A slow, clear-eyed closer that starts nearly unaccompanied. Felt piano leads, low strings enter only after the first chorus, and the final phrases are left exposed.
Content: No profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Intro] You said you needed time I gave you all of mine Now every time you call I wonder why I even pick up [Verse 1] You keep asking where I've been Like you still got a say Tell me that you're doing fine Then you ask me if I'm okay You don't really want me back You just hate the thought I'm gone Every time I start to leave You find a reason to hold on I know you better than you think I can hear it in your voice You say you're happy where you are But you still make the same choice [Pre-Chorus] And I don't know what you want from me You keep pulling, then you let me go Maybe you just miss what we used to be Maybe you just hate being alone [Chorus] You had me when I wanted you You lost me when I needed you Now you're calling like before But I don't live there anymore You say you're better on your own Then why you keep coming to my phone? If you really found somebody new Why you still checking on me too? [Verse 2] I remember all those talks Sitting there until they ended You would swear that we'd be good Then somehow we'd start pretending I don't blame you for the past I just can't keep going back Every time I let you in You remind me what we lacked You tell your friends you're over it I hear different when you call Funny how you found your peace But you're still waiting for my fall [Pre-Chorus] And I don't know what you want from me You keep pulling, then you let me go Maybe you just miss what we used to be Maybe you just hate being alone [Chorus] You had me when I wanted you You lost me when I needed you Now you're calling like before But I don't live there anymore You say you're better on your own Then why you keep coming to my phone? If you really found somebody new Why you still checking on me too? [Outro] Don't say you miss me If you don't mean it Don't say you're different If I won't see it You can keep the memories I don't need them anymore You keep standing at my door But I don't open it anymore
Don't Make It Easy
CleanClean pop-R&B closer / final boundary
Instruments: Recorded Wurlitzer, held sub, dry snaps, restrained claps and a single low-string lift
Arrangement: The final track uses a patient boundary-setting pulse: Wurlitzer accents and dry snaps leave room for the final words, then the outro strips back without a playful reply.
Content: No profanity in the supplied lyrics.
Lyrics
[Verse 1] You know I wasn't gonna call Still picked up when you did You said you only wanted to talk Then we stayed on till 2 again I hate how you know me Know exactly what to say Soon as I think I'm over it You find your way back in my head [Pre-Chorus] And I don't know what you want from me You never really say You just get close enough to make me stay Then pull away [Chorus] Don't make it easy If you're gonna leave me Don't look at me like that Like you still need me You say you're doing better But you keep coming back Girl, if you're really done Why you keep doing that? [Verse 2] You still know my favorite songs Still remember little things Funny how you moved along But somehow I'm still everything I don't wanna start again I know where this is going You tell me that we're only friends Then act like you don't know me [Pre-Chorus] And I don't know what you want from me You never really say You just get close enough to make me stay Then pull away [Chorus] Don't make it easy If you're gonna leave me Don't look at me like that Like you still need me You say you're doing better But you keep coming back Girl, if you're really done Why you keep doing that? [Outro] Maybe that's the part I hate You know I'll answer anyway You know I'll answer anyway